A new year a new me

I will be the first to admit that I have not been working to my full potential as a nude model, or camgirl whichever term you but I am going to change that.
 As some of you know I had been shooting for my own site. When I had first head the news that I was getting my own site I was totally stoked about and couldn't wait to start blogging, and shooting some fun, sexy content for my fans; and of course having a site to call my own would have been pretty cool too.

see pissed off look 

To be quite frank that completely fell through.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              first of all the photographer and I did not vibe or get along at all. Second reason being that it was not fun or enjoyable in any way to shoot. It was more like having a million insults thrown in my face while trying to look sexy and look like im this confident sex goddess. After weeks of that I quit the site it takes a toll on your self esteem. I felt I would never make it in modeling and took a hiatus from mfc.

So I've since made a promise to myself that Im not going to do any modeling if im not fully enjoying the shoot. I started working an almost minimum wage job as a hostess for awhile. I continued to tweet which is something that I had always enjoyed. and got on mfc every once in awhile. Then the other day on mfc  I remembered how much fun I used to have and how much I loved it and it was for sure not the tips that night lol. I have since figured out that some people are just assholes and theres nothing to change them. Honestly  the pictures with that photographer came out great besides the pissed off look on my face :)
So as of last week thanks to a wonderful shoot with nubiles and some encouraging words from a few fans I decided I'm going to buckle down. So I created a blog decided to sell panties and I've decided to shoot my own pictures and videos. So I'm back for the new year and ready to make my dream a reality . I know I have a lot of work to do but ready to do it. I have my confidence back and I know I can do anything